Post by Duchess of the Snow on Apr 27, 2013 11:59:41 GMT 10
Since this is the forum section is for general discussion-y business I thought I would post this here
I thought we needed a sort of...friends thread...you can just come in here, post how your day went and talk to others about your issues without any judgement or anything. Just a one stop shop of discussion and friend making whose-whats-it.
Yeah!
Well
Today I discovered something...amazing and stupendous...stupid...haha. I am about...3/4 the way through Semester 1 of my 2nd year at University (I don't know if I told everyone what Im actually studying haha I'm doing a Bachelor of Education and a Bachelor of Arts. A double degree so that I can teach high school. When I leave I will have a teaching licence thingo and for my Arts degree, a major in History, and two minors: Creative Writing and English). Anyways, last year I had the problem of procrastination, which I still do, and I would always end up handing things in at the last second or a day or two late. So today when I discovered this (this = explained in a second below) I am thinking I did it on purpose.
'This' is the fact that on my Calendar at home, I have just realised today that all my assessments are written in a week earlier then they are actually due. So for the past month I have been stressed beyond all belief because I was struggling at Uni and handing things in days late and just a lot of struggling to keep up. So much so that I started seeing a physch (it wasn't just the struggling at school but a build up of that and other things) because of all the stress, anxiety and depression in my life. I was convinced I was failing most of my classes because I was handing things in so late and each day an assessment is late you loose 10% of your possible grade at my University.
So today when I discovered my calendar was a week early...I swear I was so happy I could have started crying. On the verge of tears.
This meant that it is possible I am not failing all my classes and it just made me so beyond happy because Uni was stressing me out so badly.
So...yeah...that has been my day so far...this is kinda nice...writing out what happens in my days...therapeutic almost...maybe I should start like a blog or something...I dunno lol I hope you all enjoyed reading my story of pure joy. I cannot wait to hear how your day is going ^-^ So please post below and let me know
Today I discovered something...amazing and stupendous...stupid...haha. I am about...3/4 the way through Semester 1 of my 2nd year at University (I don't know if I told everyone what Im actually studying haha I'm doing a Bachelor of Education and a Bachelor of Arts. A double degree so that I can teach high school. When I leave I will have a teaching licence thingo and for my Arts degree, a major in History, and two minors: Creative Writing and English). Anyways, last year I had the problem of procrastination, which I still do, and I would always end up handing things in at the last second or a day or two late. So today when I discovered this (this = explained in a second below) I am thinking I did it on purpose.
'This' is the fact that on my Calendar at home, I have just realised today that all my assessments are written in a week earlier then they are actually due. So for the past month I have been stressed beyond all belief because I was struggling at Uni and handing things in days late and just a lot of struggling to keep up. So much so that I started seeing a physch (it wasn't just the struggling at school but a build up of that and other things) because of all the stress, anxiety and depression in my life. I was convinced I was failing most of my classes because I was handing things in so late and each day an assessment is late you loose 10% of your possible grade at my University.
So today when I discovered my calendar was a week early...I swear I was so happy I could have started crying. On the verge of tears.
This meant that it is possible I am not failing all my classes and it just made me so beyond happy because Uni was stressing me out so badly.
So...yeah...that has been my day so far...this is kinda nice...writing out what happens in my days...therapeutic almost...maybe I should start like a blog or something...I dunno lol I hope you all enjoyed reading my story of pure joy. I cannot wait to hear how your day is going ^-^ So please post below and let me know